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9Dec/100

42 days, 42!

The last two days I've been better again, and I'm crossing my fingers that this might mean that I'm starting to become normal again. I mean, I've been feeling like I've been standing with one foot across the doorstep to Hell for the last.. 42 days now, and I really think I deserve a break.

I still don't know what's been bugging me all this time, but now I'm suspecting some kind of inflammation of the sternum, thanks to a Chelsea on Twitter. If I'm to try to explain the feeling it's like someone's sitting on my chest, it's stinging and burning on the inside. It hurts to breathe, it hurts to eat and it's damned near impossible to speak in complete sentences. It makes a lot of sense. I read on Wikipedia that the pain is quite similar to that of a heart attack, which I have no problem imagining feels exactly like this. Heck, that's what I thought I was having when I went to the emergency room last week.

As said, I started feeling better yesterday and then even a little better than that today, but I still have a long way to go before I'm back to being my good old self again. I'm so exhausted from all this worry, insecurity and pain I've been experiencing for.. the past 42 days. Like I said to Pinchy earlier today, no wonder one's going crazy. I don't think I can emphasize this enough, but I am forever grateful for the people I have around me - both physically and 'mentally' - you all mean the world to me. You know who you are, and I love you to death.

Posted by Shamini on December 9, 2010 – 6:30 PM

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  1. Jag hoppas du börjar må 100% bra snart igen.
    Sköt om dig!

    kram

  2. Ja nå håper jeg virkelig det går fremover her! Men har du planer om å dra til legen igjen og sjekke om det virkelig kan være det du mistenker? .. Men ser jo ikke ut som de klarer finne ut så mye, men. >_>; håper du bare blir bedre og bedre Smile <3

  3. Heart Heart Heart

    kuraikyo:
    Ja, jeg har legetime på mandag – så da skal jeg høre med ham om det kan være det. Jo mer jeg tenker over smertene, jo mer sannsynlig virker det, og det skulle normalt sitte i i 6-8 uker – noe som også passer med tidslinjen min. Idag er nok en dag uten nevneverdige smerter, så jeg håper virkelig at jeg er over den verste kneika nå! Tusen takk. Smile <3

  4. Wishing you best of luck on your next Doctor’s appointment. I am glad you’re starting to feel better hun, that’s very good news.

  5. Smile Ønsker deg masse god bedring, vi tenker på deg Smile

  6. Bra du føler deg bedre. Krysser fingre og tær for at det fortsetter slik Smile

  7. Fieran:
    Thank you, sweetheart. I’m sure he won’t be able to tell me anything I didn’t know already, but at least I’m still feeling better. That’s something. Wink

    Else og Arild:
    Tusen takk, kjære dere! Heart

    Linda:
    Tusen takk, absolutt alle kryss tas imot med stor takk. Formen er fortsatt på tur oppover, sakte.. men sikkert. Smile


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