Falling into something uncontrolable

Today I was finally able to see Mars, and it's weird to think about the fact that there's no records of anyone seeing it before with their bare eyes... They even say it'll be another 60.000 years until it'll visible again too. Jay took a picture of it too, and I'll post it here when it's downloaded of the camera!

I've got chaos inside of my head as usual. I'm just sitting here, trying to sort my thoughts out - listening to Daniel Beddingfield's "If you're not the one"... a really beautiful song.

" ... 'Cause I miss your body and soul, so strong that it takes my breath away ... And I breathe you into my heart, and I pray for the stranght to stand today ... 'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right and though I can't be with you tonight, I know my heart is by your side ..."

I wish I could write some of my feelings here, but I don't want to hurt anyone, or destroy anymore friendships, so I'll just keep my feelings to myself. I wish I could tell YOU what I feel, but I'm afraid you'd misunderstand, and that I'll lose you. I appreciate our friendship more than you know, and the moments we have together means the world to me. I don't know if you share my feelings, but I wish you did. You're one of my best friends, and I could never forgive myself if I screwed that up.. I really love you, in my own way - you know that. You confuse me, you make me jealous, you make me smile - and you know who you are.

When I talk to you, I'm happy
When I see you smile, I smile too
When I look into your eyes, I shiver
Why do I feel the things I do?

Posted by Shamini on August 18, 2003 – 11:56 PM

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