My neck is killing me!

OK, so it's been a while again, since last time I wrote something. I've not been so good lately. My neck has been killing me, and I've been sitting in a recliner for a whole week, just watching movies. I hate to not be able to do anything, just to sit still - so it's a miracle that I didn't die from boredom the past week! I've been up for three days now. Was supposed to have a massage yesterday, but I talked to my therapist about the pain I've experienced, and she told me that it would be the same after this treatment too… Well, I said "no thanks", and left her office. I couldn't bare the pain for another week, at least not this week! So I got some new appointments, Monday and Wednesday, to try and make the pain disappear. I can't take it - but it has to be done, to open the blood flow in my shoulders and neck, so I guess I'll just have to handle it for some weeks in the near future. She made me a mixture of essential oils, which I use on my neck and shoulders two times a day, and it's great! Made me sleep a whole night for a change.

Well, Thursday is coming up! I'm so anxious… don't know what to think, or what to do. The butterflies I have inside of me are becoming bigger and bigger, and I'm afraid they'll be as big as elephants soon. If you don't know what happens on Thursday, I suppose you'll have to wash your eyes, and go read my front page all over again? Christian is finally coming! I've actually been so childish that I've decided what to wear on Thursday too - talk about being back in high school again. Wink Oh well, I just wish to look my best for Christian! Can you blame me? I love you, Christian!

On April 25th I had another litter of babies - and guess what, they were 4 siblings! I also lost one of my darlings. A grown male named Max was killed by his mate, and that hurt me very much. I was actually thinking about quit breeding, since it hurt me so much. Max hadn't been here for a very long time, but the way he died was horrible - I can't stop thinking about the awful pain he must have suffered. I hope he's better where he is now. I also weighed my animals yesterday, and I think I can expect about three litters on the next full moon, which means around May 16th. The females expecting are Lady Azula (Sapphire, Sapphire Velvet), Felicia (Rose, Beige) and Morild (black Ebony) - and I'm anxious to see if I'm right about this. I also hope the expected baby boom will come in July, but I don't know yet, it's too early to tell how many of the other females are pregnant.

OK! Now I'll try to update my webpage a little bit more. I have some ideas about the menu, and I'm dying to get my old pentagram back into my page again! I miss it, and I was really pleased with it.

Posted by Shamini on May 26, 2003 – 2:38 PM

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