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28Mar/030

I’ve got a boyfriend!

OK - so I've decided to start writing a diary again. Yes, I know, I can't seem to get my mind set on writing or not writing a diary - but since a lot of GOOD things are happening in my life again, I decided to start writing once again. I'm totally sure you're wondering what good things I'm talking about - and well, I've got a new boyfriend who's completely amazing! I also got some new, great friends - and I've expanded my Chinchillaherd. All these things are things that mean a lot to me, and I can't start to describe the wonderful feeling I have inside these days!

So, I'll start off by writing a little about Christian, I think. You can read about my feelings for him here; http://www.shamini.net/christian.html - so I won't write too much about that. Anyway, the strangest thing has happened; I was all down and miserable, when Christian came flying back into my life - like lightning from a clear sky. Christian and I have been friends for several years, and we have always had a special connection. We have always been able to talk about everything and anything, always understanding eachother without using too many words. A friend whom I've appreciated as long as he's been in my life! Somewhere along the line I had deep feelings for Christian, but since we both were involved with someone, I kept my "secret" to myself - thinking that a crush would pass, and that it wasn't worth destroying two relationsships over that. Silly me... I never expected that Christian shared my feelings! Well, he did... for three whole years we've been having a crush on eachother, without knowing that the other one felt the same. Now Christian and I have finally found eachother - and our crushes are no longer just crushes, but have evolved into real love, deeper than ever, connecting us with a special bond. Now I'm just counting the days until the month of May, when Christian will be back here in Norway, to visit me. I can't wait, and have put a counter on the frontpage of my website, to count down the days.

Yesterday I did something to surprise Christian, but I can't write what I did, since it's still a secret - and he's dying to know! Smile I suspect he'll find out today, in the afternoon, so I'll update the diary whenever he knows. I hope he'll like my little surprise - just a little thing to tell him how much I really love him. Christian is the cutest, sweetest, nicest, most caring and loving man I know - and I'm the luckiest to have him in my life, to have his love.

My dearest Christian. I love you with all my heart, and all my soul - Straight into eternity. My feelings for you grows stronger every day, and I hope to be a part of your life forever. Eternally yours, S.

Posted by Shamini on March 28, 2003 – 12:00 PM

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